#ooc| backstage with ray

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Sooooo I've been thinking

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Imma bring back some dbz muses of mine atm cause I miss them and I wanna write them again especially trunks ;3;

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@forthehonorandtheglory donnies can get away with murder when it comes to raph. Leo on the other hand? uwu

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//raph just standing here annoyed about his brothers awful taste in one man u-u

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//I kind of wanna add her

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// if you couldn't tell I just saw the movie haha after some stuff tomorrow ill send my MM muses out sooo if you like like this post for some MM turts and rat in your inboxes later u3u

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Me the second Kezzie or Josie make the slightest mention of something that can be used to hurt Raph

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// mikey dosent get much attetion ill admit but I find it funny something bene mentioned a few times when it comes to him.

Mikey really can't help himself hes very empathy towards those he has in his life. To him none of them are a lost case and maybe Mikey should focus more on himself but when you grow up having brothers who always look out for you? Well it makes Mikey wanna pay that forward.

So sorry everyone Mikey would rather run himself in to tje damn dirt trying to be there for his family and friends he's just to devoted uwu I can make this sadder but I'll hold on to that for the time being

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//I have my Princess buuuut I really wanna also have????

I'm weak I like Mario so like why not right?

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minior blog updates:

Muese:

I have moved my Helluva, Hazbin and ROTTMNT muses to inactive section on my muses list.

I have added 87 Usagi, Shredder (03/07/12), Shimagni (12) and TigerClaw. Properly to the blog, I may still add one more I will say this is a hint at who this is on my blog as well.

Rules:

I added a new rule when it comes to shipping, please pay attention to my muses sexuality labels/if they are up for shipping.

Blog:

He's pretty much been the face so I just went more so on that fact so were red now and got lots of Raph's hanging around XD

Also bye bye Richy for now but new pfp cause I didnt really want his face think this is nice however uwu.

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me adds shredder Kezzie and Joise in the coner rubbing their gremlin hands together for all the potential angst this provides

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// I'll do raphs later but I'm gonna add one more muse before I forget.

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// even Raph can fall victim to the the 'i'm the younger brother and I just need my big brother around' emotions uwu

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// see when Donnie had a thing with Bishop Raph was upset about him. Not telling him cause well he'll let Don get away with anything.

The Leo situation is different because of the rivalry Raph has with his older brother. Not to mention, Raph already gets on Leo's case when it comes to trusting the bag guys as is.

So the fact it's Bishop? Considering Bishop also took Raph's eye and added some trauma? And Leo's meant to be his older brother, their leader even. Raph normally chill following his brothers lead but with this?

Oh Raph is feeling betrayed by Leo this isn't so much cause je don't trust Bishop it because he trusts Leo u_u

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// when your friend makes a Cowboy au of Casey and now when you watch the 93 show you go and rethink about certien episodes in the context of thier au

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Do you still right for rise tmnt?

// Okay look I dunno if these are different people asking this. Or if the same even or whatever else but imma be transparent here. This isn't the first time I have gotten an ask on the matter. I am feeling a tad bombarded with it however. I have made sure to reread over what I typed below a few times and even sent it to some friends of mine who don't rp because I wanted to make sure my tone wasn't rude, hurtful or anything else. So I hope you do understand I took a great deal of effort here to address this in the hopes of a clam understanding. I'm sorry to pick your ask for this but as stated it's not the first one I have gotten. And I feel I should address this because well it is starting to really get to me. Now then I appreciate people asking may be asking because they like my take or they were invested in plot lines. though I didn't really have any for Rise it was mostly very slice of lifey stuff. I understand it's newer so people who come across my account may just like to see that. Which is fine. But please understand this is an RP account for one. Meaning this is purely all for fun a side hobby of mine. This isn't like fanfiction or such at the end of the day its really only for me and my friends I respond to. This content isn't really for fan creation it's really just me added on to stories I am in a way creating along with my friends/ writing partners. It is collaborative. And mostly me and my friends being silly little guys making our muses cry at times.

I just haven't felt the motivation for the Rise iteration nor do I have the muse at this time. And constantly receiving asks on it doesn't help. It comes off like others coming across my account are expecting something and when they don't get it they feel the need to ask for it. Again this is how it feels. Not at all what is happening.

I am just not currently focused on Rise it is not my most liked iteration personally. I am just a bit more of a fan for other iterations some not even touched on this account. So that dose factor into what verse I am more inclined to focus on and write in the verse off. I already try to be diverse enough for my writing partners on what I answer as is so it doesn't get to samey here. And I like touching on different themes anyway. So, I don't fully take to having my ask box often getting hit with people asking all about one iteration alone. This may be for fun but it is still a creative outlet. I still am putting time and effort into this account. I am still putting quite alot into my writing here. So it's a tad hurtful to feel like people only care for something I am not myself motivated to write for where the ones I am I have put quite a lot into. It makes me questions my effort and my work. and if i should even bother.

And that shouldn't be the case as is, I always state this is for fun. It should always be for fun. This isn't a job after all. It's something fun I can do in my free time. A nice escape even. So I really do not need anything to make me feel as I have been feeling. I do like rise and I do like the few muses I kept for it. But right now I have decided to put them on hiatus in case I feel like writing for them again. And in hopes to not get these questions anymore. If you are only here for rise then I suggest checking out some other amazing lovely writers. There are so many on here that i'm sure you will love to read from. And maybe move on from my account since for the time being it is not something that will be seen here.

Thank you for reading my writing and taking interest in my spins on these characters. I appreciate you taking your time out just to check out my writing. Truly, if you stick around I hope you find other things to enjoy that I come up with along my friends. If you don't I hope you find the content you are seeking but this account was never for content or views simply personal fun. ~ Ray ॱ⋅.˳˳.⋅˙ॱᐧ.˳˳.⋅ઇଓ